I find myself with a little time at night that I can be here. Getting home after dinner time doesn’t leave much time for anything except to eat and then go to sleep. I do make sure to spend time with my grand baby but then she’s got to go to bed earlier than I […]

The power went out tonight, and the world went dark. We have no street lights, just a power pole that we pay additional to have, it also went out. We never realized just how dark it truly gets here until tonight. Every sound came through the windows and it was quiet except for a few […]

My head is pounding tonight but things are starting to look up. If it’s a headache from being tired, I’m okay with it. As my bank account dropped under $300, I received an interview for a job and was able to get it. I still won’t get a paycheck for another three days and at […]

I’m truly worried, to the point that I cannot sleep at night. Next month I have enough to make the car payment but that is it. I have to pay the car because without a car, I cannot go to job interviews. I’m scared of what’s going to happen because I’ve never been this far […]

I’ve fallen into a bit of depression lately but I think it’s been pretty well hidden from others. It’s easy to do when you don’t see a lot of people on a daily basis. The feel that I need to cry has been with me for a few weeks now but I haven’t given into […]

I’ve been busy searching for jobs while keeping the bills paid, it’s a lot of stress. Putting on a happy face everyday when you’re truly not sure what is going to happen, how much longer can I do this? One application did lead to a skills test, they said I passed the test but they […]

As I watch the screen for the outside cameras, my nerves are jumping tonight. It’s been a very emotional week so far and I’m exhausted to the point that I can’t settle down. Monday started out normal or at least my most recent form of normalcy. That afternoon however my younger brother called while crying. […]