I’m Doing It!

I don’t know what I have to lose at this point. I’ve looked into all my options as of right now and it just feels like we’re stuck here in the middle of hell. Why isn’t there a place that looks at people and sees the hard work that they put into everything?

I just feel like everything I’ve tried to do is always faced with someone saying no. Back when I took on raising my nephew and taking over the house, everyone was there to give their support and good wishes. But no one stepped up to help me, not one bit. It was me that paid for the attorney on two counts. I paid for the first process and then again when the state decided it wanted to take the house in order to pay for my mothers dialysis treatments that she had received. I drained my 401k and retirement for this and the years later when my granddaughter came home, I drained my accounts again for the attorney to fight for custody. One of my sisters and her husband, they helped with things that we needed for the baby because I honestly didn’t have it. Another sister gave me $200 about a month after that so that got us more diapers but most of us know how much diapers are. After that, that was about it, except for the first sister; I know she truly loves my granddaughter but the finances are completely on my shoulders.

Sometimes I feel like we’re being punished for trying to do the right thing. I always feel blessed as she is the love of my life. But I just wish once in a while, the hard work would pay off.

After getting the horrible news this morning, I thought about it and created a gofundme page. I don’t know if it will help but I don’t know what else to try. I’m not giving up on working hard but it’s not working for me for some reason. What else do I have to lose?

Would you think of sharing it for me?

Yes, it is my house in the picture. The house that my neighbor wants to buy and also a flip company. So selling the house isn’t a problem, just we would have nowhere to go. I need help in getting into a new house and if I could come up with more money down, they would take us. I can only hope and try.



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About meinaboxblog

I like to think I'm a normal everyday woman but my mind tells me otherwise. I fight my battles and post them here. I don't tell my family and real life friends that I write here. This is my own little way of having "someone" to talk to. My own little therapy session if you will. I welcome comments and opinions but I have enough negativity to last a lifetime already . My world is changing and now more than ever I need support and encouragement but I'm still too afraid to let anyone know that it's me writing here.