Well, today is pushing my ability to handle sadness. I’ve worked for the last few months in order to get things lined up, only to be told no again. Always in my life are people saying no to me and I’m so tired of it.
I think I work really hard for my family and always have but no matter what I do, there is always someone or something standing in my way. I’ve never asked for charity nor expected it but others always take advantage of it and seem to get where they want or need to go.
Should I do this? Should I ask for help from strangers that do not know me? I see where people put up a gofundme page for other reasons like travelling. Travelling would be fun but it’s not necessary and they still get funded. Should I try something like this? I don’t open up to the people around me, except for one sister.
If I put it here, would you share it without truly knowing me? My mind is all over the place right now and I just don’t know what to do. I have to protect my family and they’re telling me no, again.
Would you share it if I put myself out there again?