Vulnerable

I’m trying something new today, when it comes to the house. I’ve had an offer through a company that will buy it with no strings attached and I don’t have to fix anything. However, another company came in and said it was worth more and they hadn’t looked at it yet. I reached out to them and they never responded so I’m not holding my breath on that one. But have you seen the commercials for the companies that will buy your house without you having to play closing costs or anything and you can fill it out online? I just filled out the information for one and I’m going to see what happens. If I could get enough to just move all together then we could do it.

With the gofundme, nothing has come of that so I don’t think that’s the way to go anymore, I don’t think anyone but a couple of family members have actually looked at it. It was hard to open up like that and put it where people know me and then to see nothing happen to it, that hurt. No one even said anything to me about it or asked questions, they just let it fall to the side. I think that hurt the most is being felt like no one sees you and knows just how vulnerable you have just made yourself.

We will see what happens with the page I just filled out and hopefully it is good news. If I could get more money for the house then I can move without having to have a huge mortgage that I would struggle with. I want so badly for my granddaughter to go to a brick and mortar school and I need it to be a safe one. We’re finally doing a field trip that is set up through virtual school but it’s all grades so I don’t know how much she’ll like it. The ones that are set for her grade have always been scheduled on days that I work so we couldn’t go. She’s so excited for this and I know it’s because she wants to see other kids. It breaks my heart that I can’t give her that right now. Hopefully this will work out, I don’t know what else to try.

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I like to think I'm a normal everyday woman but my mind tells me otherwise. I fight my battles and post them here. I don't tell my family and real life friends that I write here. This is my own little way of having "someone" to talk to. My own little therapy session if you will. I welcome comments and opinions but I have enough negativity to last a lifetime already . My world is changing and now more than ever I need support and encouragement but I'm still too afraid to let anyone know that it's me writing here.