Do You Believe?

Do you believe in spirits? Like ghosts, do you believe?

The thought of an entity or spirit being in the living world fascinates me and yes sometimes frightens me but I think that is all from conditioning. I don’t truly know what they are so why should I fear them without reason?

I bring this up because of something that has happened to me twice while finalizing our move. I think I’ve written about the first incident, sitting at my desk for work I thought my son came up beside me but when I turned to see what he wanted, he was actually out in the other room. This morning, again, I’m sitting at my desk working and I see someone walk around me from the door to the bed, I turn to look and no one is there. I can clearly hear my son out in another room trying to fix the printer. My granddaughter is asleep and it didn’t look like her because it was much taller.

It doesn’t scare me like you would think it would nor does it calm me, it’s just a knowing feeling of it being there…of course because I saw it but then it’s just that feeling you get when you know someone is around you.

Immediately I told two of my sisters by way of messenger and the one says to video it. I’ve tried video before and nothing happens but I tried it again and low and behold, nothing happened. Does it have to be dark for those things to work?

One of my sisters says it’s because of us moving and finally selling the house. Do you think it could be family spirit? We’ve been here so long that I just don’t know. I met the man that lived here before us once. He was an older man and it was quite some time ago. He said he raised his three boys in this house before moving and then took some photos and left. I think he told me his name at that point but I don’t remember now what it was. I don’t feel like it would be him though, it’s not that kind of feeling.

I don’t smell any cigarette smell this morning though and sometimes the two things go together. We threw out a dresser yesterday, it was solid wood and I know we had it when we moved into this house because I remember playing with it as a child. Do you think removing old things can do things spiritually?

Do I believe? I don’t know, I guess I hope that there is afterlife and that my family be be around me. But I wouldn’t want them always around me because that would take time from them and what I have always been told of the amazing afterlife. I would want my mom to rest and enjoy not having to be in pain any longer. She suffered enough in the living world, I would want her to be happy and enjoy what she couldn’t do here.

Ghosts, sprits, whatever you wish to call them. I don’t know if that’s what is happening to me or not but whatever it is does not scare me and I’m okay with them.


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I like to think I'm a normal everyday woman but my mind tells me otherwise. I fight my battles and post them here. I don't tell my family and real life friends that I write here. This is my own little way of having "someone" to talk to. My own little therapy session if you will. I welcome comments and opinions but I have enough negativity to last a lifetime already . My world is changing and now more than ever I need support and encouragement but I'm still too afraid to let anyone know that it's me writing here.